My Personality
I am someone who gets attached too quickly.
I consider myself a person with a soft heart. A lover. A passionate fighter. I have trouble dealing with breakups. I have trouble cutting people off my life.
That is why I always analyze situations from every point of view. I do my best to understand the reasons behind people’s actions and their mistakes. That is why I usually give others the benefit of doubt. That is exactly why I keep giving out second chances. Sometimes even third.
And that is exactly why sometimes, my kindness costs me a fortune.In a nutshell, I’m not a person who gives up easily.
Especially when it comes to people I cannot possibly imagine my life without.
I work hard or my relationships. So, naturally, whenever something gets broken, I fight until I make it work. That is if the person on the other side of the relationship actually gives a damn.
So, know this. If I’ve decided to cut you off, you must have already done something unforgivable. Something so horrible and hurtful that I could never wrap my mind around it.
Otherwise, I would do everything in my power to sort things out. To find a solution. To meet you halfway. To save what we have. For old times’ sake. Believe me, I would be even willing to get out of my way in order to find a reasonable compromise.
But, please know this.If I decide to walk away, I promise… You will never see me again.
My heart may be big, and my soul may be forgiving, but I know my worth. I’ve built my boundaries. I respect my limits.
Don’t you dare make this even harder for me by guilt-tripping me and begging me to stay when you know that the only one responsible for this situation is you. You were the one who made me go through this.
I never wanted this.
I never wanted to say goodbye. I never wanted to leave. Not like this.
But, you left me with no choice.
You know that I’m willing to do a lot for the ones I love, but let me tell you something. I will never let them take advantage of me. Just because I am the person who gives out second chances, doesn’t mean that you are free to break your promises and wait for my forgiveness.
I am a human being and I deserve to be loved.
I deserve to be respected. I deserve to be surrounded by loyal people who actually want to be a part of my life.
I cannot let someone walk all over my heart and call that an another disaster.
The last thing I want to do is to leave someone I love behind, but if I feel that you don’t appreciate my honest efforts to sort things out with you, I won’t hesitate to leave.If someone makes me cry, brings me stress, pain, and heartache, I will strike back. I will be extremely selective about who I give my heart to. I will review all of my options. But, I will never let you treat me like a second choice.
I am not the type who gives up easily, but if you hurt me, I won’t hesitate to leave.
Once I walk out of your life, consider me gone
Making Myself Fool
There was no comparison between you and me without any doubt, So much love we have wasted and guess we are still wasting our feelings out
But I still got your ring, I found it on my couch I was supposed to give it back to you but never made it cause I know someone’s still around
I’m making myself fool, but damn I’m missing you. I’m acting so cool, but damn I’m waiting for you
Do you remember; we fell in love so easy but we messed it up, Now I just face the fact that you don’t need me anymore and I am not the one who drive you up
What if I had told you Habebo stay and don’t leave, Would you still be coming to me in the morning or your selfishness still be waiting for someone in the dark, I guess I never know it
I’m making myself fool, but damn I’m missing you. I’m acting so cool, but damn I’m waiting for you
Same Guy
Listen! I am the same guy that is from the start, I am the same guy you left with a broken heart
I am the same guy who write about you and turned into his art, I am the same guy who fought for you and took all the dirt
I am the same twenty six-year old who dreamt of us through a star, I’m twenty eight-year old now, and I still dream that I won’t let us down
I stood up right after you kicked me to fell down, It’s hard to see us together when you know you’re all space bound
I hope that I never lose you, If I could choose one person, I would choose you
I hope you understand my pain, ‘Cause that’s something that we all gotta go through
I hate being down those roads again and again, Where we’ve been down before, I always feel like I need you more
And now I’m here all alone and I look back, I’m screaming’, “Damn it”, This the life without you, I never planned it, No, I never planned it
Put Down My Walls
Lately, I feel so alone, don’t even know why I always find you on moon, It’s lonely walking down these roads, fake love that I didn’t have to know
You kept hurting me over, whenever I need you by my side you turn into ghost, I feel like to be with you but I am all time low, I am lost and it hurts me to know
You’re happy with someone and I can’t seem to cope, you ignore all my love letters that I wrote, My anxiety is high and my sleep is low, I am so stressed and I hate being home
I try to stay strong, screaming, “I give up!” But if you would give it (again & again), then I’m the one for you, I wanna put down my walls and open up (again & again)
I sit and over think everything alone, I wish I had you to hold (damn please hold)
Walked Through Hell
I have moved the mountains but weren’t enough And all those nights I drove you home from the dark roads when you were playing with me bluff
Well they meant nothing ’cause you walked with someone else now, And I just wonder how you’d fall in seconds and let your heart’s allow
I wish I’d make you only mine ’cause when you said fly I said how high, but when I flew you said goodbye
I’d have walked through hell to find a way, I’d have lost in jungles, if only you would stay
I’d have crossed the skies to keep you only mine, but now I am falling hard without you here tonight
Why do need someone else’s love which I could’ give you, And why do you need someone’s help to tell you what to do with your life
I loved you so much and puts you first then you left me alone when I expect it in return
You don’t want me and nothing I can do, cause you don’t want to try for me but for others you do
Your Blames
You blew my mind by saying I am betraying the love, but the truth is you are seeing men around
All the years I kept myself only for you, But it hurts you couldn’t able to do the same
Lies & betrayals from you already made me so heavy, Now you want to put more burden on my heart?
I was yours, I am yours and I will be only yours, But would you be only mine thats all I asked
It killed me that you never cared for my feelings, I wonder how the love can be shared?
Blame on me more to see yourself right, But we both know who is keep holding on someone’s sight
You Broke Me First
You don’t like talking too much about my feelings but I knew you’ve been thinking about someone else
You’re lying to hide the truth or may be I am fooling myself
Your phone been on for someone else? then why you are keep coming back?
I know you like a man to cry for you, But I shed enough tears on your track
Could you tell me where you’d get the nerve? You could say you miss all we had
But I really don’t know how bad it hurts when you broke me first…
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